My pride vs. My favorite recipe
Let me give you a peak behind the preacher’s curtain.
This past Sunday, I guest-taught at our church. We were in Week 3 of a series called “Habits of Connection”, where each week we look at habits and practices that can draw you closer to God. This hasn’t been your typical “You should read your Bible and pray more” type of series, either. The first two weeks were about the Habit of Self-Examination and the Habit of Simplicity. My topic for the third week was the Habit of Solitude and Meditation.
When the church hears teaching from the Bible, it is always helpful for the preacher to make connections between what the text says with modern-day examples. Where eastern mystical meditation is about emptying your mind and disassociating from your thoughts, the aim of biblical meditation is to fill your mind with God’s Word and ponder over it, allowing God’s thoughts to renew our minds. Maybe it’s because I attended so many Baptist Church potlucks in my youth, but any time I talk about biblical meditation, the best example I can give is to compare it to a slow cooker meal. I’ll ask the questions, “What’s slow cooking in the back of your mind? Is what you’re dwelling on helpful or harmful? Do those thoughts bring you closer to God?”
But rather than simply talk about slow cooker recipes in general, I find it easier to talk about one specifically – one of my favorite recipes. It only contains 4 ingredients and 2 spices, but it makes a fantastic meal. I’ve brought this simple recipe to all sorts of events, including work holiday potlucks, and it’s always a hit. So much so that people have stopped me in the hallway at work to ask, with a tone of hopeful anticipation, “Are you bringing it again this year?”
And, truth be told, I’ve enjoyed being “that guy” who has “that recipe” that everyone enjoys. But for this past Sunday, I knew that simply talking about the recipe wouldn’t be enough. I wanted to really drive home the point that taking the time to meditate on the Scriptures is worth the effort and time – that slow cooking mental meals has a great result. So, I got up a little early on Sunday and started a double batch of my favorite slow cooker recipe to share with the church after service.
But here’s the kicker…the real peak behind the curtain…part of me didn’t want to give out the recipe. Sure, I was fine with others enjoying what I had prepared, but if I told them how to make it themselves, then I would lose my chance to be “that guy”. If everyone at my church knows the recipe, then I wouldn’t be able to bring this simple/awesome meal to any future gatherings – because the odds are someone else might do the same! (and yes, I know I’ve shared the recipe in a blog before, but divulging my favorite recipe hits a little different when you give it away to people you see every week!)
Fortunately, that slice of my ego was rather small, and I told me to get over myself. But, in all honesty, a little bit of “awwww, man…” lingered in the back of my mind. However, having the meal available after church was a huge hit and a great tie-in reminder from the message about meditation. And, of course, I was asked by a lot of people to share the recipe.
We agreed to send it out as part of the church’s weekly email. So, with my tongue planted firmly in my cheek, I say, “There goes any chance of me being ‘that guy’!” But as I’ve reflected on Sunday’s message and the discussions it led to, God has allowed me to see something bigger. A peak behind His curtain, if you will.
Now, whenever anyone from the church makes my favorite slow cooker recipe, they’ll be reminded of how powerful biblical meditation can be. Thinking God’s thoughts after Him and pondering over the thoughts of our Creator has a way of renewing our minds and refreshing our spirits. And…AND…if they share that delicious, hearty meal with someone else, then they may have the opportunity to share with others – who didn’t hear me speak last Sunday – what meditating on God’s Word has done for them.
Remember this scene from Jesus’ ministry?
John 6:5-9
So when Jesus looked up and noticed a huge crowd coming toward Him, He asked Philip, “Where will we buy bread so that these people can eat?” He asked this to test him, for He Himself knew what He was going to do.
Philip answered Him, “Two hundred denarii worth of bread wouldn’t be enough for each of them to have a little.”
One of His disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said to Him, “There’s a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish – but what are they for so many?”
That boy didn’t have to share his lunch. But because he was willing to offer his small amount to Jesus – he got to see a miracle come from what he was willing to let go of.
That boy gave up five barley loaves and two fish. I gave up a recipe. God can, and has, used both to draw people to Him in ways that wouldn’t have happened if both of us had held on to what was “mine”. And these offerings to God are going to pay eternal dividends, far into the future – each time someone reads John 6 and each time someone makes my slow cooker recipe.
This isn’t a “look at me” story…it’s really a “look at God” story. Look at what He can do, as He allows us to partner with Him, when we choose to let go of what we have and trust Him with what happens next. It’s really about finding our identity in Him, rather than being “that guy”.
So, when you’re presented with an opportunity to partner with God, I pray that you let go of your stuff and take hold of Him.
Keep Pressing,
Ken