When we fall

In 2004, I moved my family to a new state, 1500 miles away from what we knew as home.  The job I was going to was one that I had done before, so I was completely confident that I could hit the ground running.  I was excited to use my skillset in a new environment and among new people.  Of course, before they turned me loose, I had a training program to complete.  What I thought was going to be no big deal ended up having a few bumps in the road.

Maybe it was the time off between jobs, maybe it was nervousness…but I found myself making little mistakes that either made it more difficult to complete the task at hand or it meant that the testing was invalid and had to be repeated.  Internally, I was getting really frustrated with myself.  Externally, I would make weak attempts at joking as I would blame the mistakes on me trying to “knock the rust off”.  But the mistakes kept happening at a pace that made me uncomfortable, and I knew people were watching.

I began to wonder if there was some “unofficial limit” as to how many mistakes I could make before they would just give up on me.  I was being brought in to not only perform testing and provide expertise, but I was also going to be leading my own team.  “How can a supposed leader make this many mistakes?” I worried.  We were new in town, without any family nearby.  What would happen to us if I continued to muck things up and my worst fear was realized?

After one particularly frustrating mistake, looked at my trainer and asked how many more of these was I allowed before they kicked me out.  She just laughed as she walked away and said, “Don’t worry, Ken.  We’re not going to throw you overboard.  We’ve invested too much money in you to do that.” 

Now to her, I’m sure it was just a minor comment.  Too me, it felt like the weight of the world had been lifted.  And then I realized…she was right.  This company had paid for our move and given us three months of short-term housing – they had invested a lot in me and expected to get a return.  They were willing to put up with a few do-overs, especially in training, as I learned the ropes and re-focused my skills.  Because of their patience, I was able to succeed in a variety of roles for the company, even ones that I couldn’t have foreseen at that initial time.

We have the same worries in our relationship with God, don’t we?  Even after we trust Jesus with our eternal destiny, we’re still going to struggle with sin.  That’s just part of life as a redeemed human being.  But we often wonder…What if I screw up too many times?  What if I really blow it in a big way, with one of those “big” sins?  Will God just toss me aside, because that’s what I would deserve.

I love that God is a realist.

We like to sugar-coat our flaws and exaggerate our strengths, but He sees us exactly as we are.  He’s not surprised when we sin.  He knows we’re not going to live out this new life with Him perfectly.  He loves us and trains us like a perfect parent – with patience, support, and guidance.

In the middle of Psalm 37, David recognizes this truth. 

Psalm 37:23-24
A man’s steps are established by the Lord,
and He takes pleasure in his way.
Though he falls, he will not be overwhelmed,
because the Lord holds his hand.

An accurate translation of the third line could also read, When he falls, he will not be cast aside.  God knows the path He wants us to walk with Him.  He truly delights in making the journey with us.  And when we fall, He is there to catch us.

Truthfully, He’s invested too much in us to just walk away.  Jesus, the most valuable person in the universe, paid for us to move into God’s family.  The Lord is holding our hand as we walk through this life, learning the ropes and developing our skills.  We are being prepared for life in Eternity Future.  God’s not going to give up on us here.

Keep Pressing,
Ken

How you remember them matters

Have you ever reconnected with someone from your past after many years, only to discover that they are nothing like the person you last knew them as?

Maybe he was the most annoying kid in school, constantly irritating everyone with outbursts of immaturity.  Or she was one to run with the wrong crowd, rebelling against her parents and schoolteachers any chance she had.  Perhaps you remember them for their arrogance or massive ego. 

When describing them to others, we always qualify their name with whatever bad thing they did, saying things like “she was the one who…” or “he always treated others like…”.  We all have stories and memories like this.

The truth is, you and I are remembered like this in other people’s stories and memories.  There are plenty of acts and choices from my youth that I don’t want to be remembered for, because that’s not who I am anymore.  I don’t want to be forever-labeled by the times I messed up.

David brought these same concerns to God:

Psalm 25:4-7
Make Your ways known to me, Lord;
teach me Your paths.
Guide me in Your truth and teach me,
for You are the God of my salvation;
I wait for You all day long.

Remember, Lord, Your compassion and faithful love,
for they have existed from antiquity.
Do not remember the sins of my youth or my acts of rebellion;
in keeping with Your faithful love, remember me
because of Your goodness, Lord.

David knows that if God based their relationship on His remembering of David’s sins of his youth or acts of rebellion, then he has no chance of knowing God’s ways or walking God’s paths.  David can’t earn access to God or God’s truth or God’s teaching – because David has already disqualified himself from those good things, based upon how he acted before.

Notice that David doesn’t petition God with “Look how much better I am now!” or try to bargain with God, saying “I’ll pay you back with more sacrifices!”.  David doesn’t seek a relationship with God based upon his own merits or actions; instead, he wants God to remember him according to God’s faithful love and God’s goodness.

God’s compassion is what gives David, and us, access to God.  We can only approach Him because of the way He chooses to see us.  And we’re all grateful that when He thinks of us, His thoughts are based upon His character, not on our actions.

We can make the same choice with others.  Will we always remember people for the flaws and mistakes of their youth, or will we extend compassion to them?  If someone from your past approached you now, seeking forgiveness like David sought from God, how would you respond?

I know, that’s tough.  All the important things in life are hard.  But that doesn’t change how important our choices are. 

Jesus considered this relationship dynamic to be so important that He included it in His model prayer:

Matthew 6:12
And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.

They may have wronged you in the past, but you don’t have to remember them for their actions.  I encourage you to extend the same compassion and forgiveness that God remembers us by.

Keep Pressing,
Ken

Dear Jesus, just do what I want.

Answered prayer can be a tricky situation.

On the one hand, we’ve prayed and asked God to intervene – perhaps with a physical healing, or a job opportunity, or a financial rescue – and the situation has changed in the way we prayed that God would resolve it.  “God came through” is what we often say.  And we should absolutely continue to bring our requests for help to God.  He invites us to do so (Philippians 4:6), and He’s happy to say yes to us (Matthew 7:7-11).

But what if He says “no”?

How do we respond to not getting the “good thing” we want?  What should we do when God doesn’t immediately bless our plans? 

Early on in Jesus’ ministry, there were those who had specific requests for Him, but Jesus didn’t go along with their plans.  While preaching and ministering in the town of Capernaum, which is in the northern region of Galilee, Jesus performed two healing miracles.  When word got out about the miracles, the whole town showed up for more:

Luke 4:40-42
When the sun was setting, all those who had anyone sick with various diseases brought them to Him.  As He laid His hands on each one of them, He healed them.  Also, demons were coming out of many, shouting and saying, “ You are the Son of God!”  But He rebuked them and would not allow them to speak, because they knew He was the Messiah.

When it was day, He went out and made His way to a deserted place.  But the crowds were searching for Him.  They came to Him and tried to keep Him from leaving them.

Here’s what the people of Capernaum missed: The miracles weren’t performed just so they could have an easier life.  If that was all there was to Jesus’ ministry, then He could have set up shop in town, and everyone with a broken arm, demon affliction, or even a case of the sniffles could stop in for a quick healing.  He would have been immensely popular (and profitable for the town) had He done so. 

The crowds in Capernaum wanted to keep Jesus in town so they knew where He was and what He was doing at all times.  In case of an emergency, they knew exactly where to go.  They didn’t want to let Jesus go beyond how they have experienced Him to this point.  They wanted to keep Him stashed away for themselves and have Him do His work on their terms.

However, Jesus had a larger purpose for the miracles He was doing:

Luke 4:43-44
But He said to them, “It is necessary for Me to proclaim the good news about the kingdom of God to the other towns also, because I was sent for this purpose.”  And He was preaching in the synagogues of Judea.

Jesus’ miracles authenticated that His message was from God, but the miracles were not the focus of Jesus’ ministry…even if other people wanted them to be.  Jesus had no intention of being their “in-case-of-emergency-break-glass” healer.  Instead, His mission was much, much bigger.  The other towns needed to hear the message that the kingdom of God was at hand, that their Messiah had arrived, that their spiritual condition needed healing even more than their physical diseases did.

It’s easy to scoff at their near-sighted, selfish attempt to control Jesus…but the truth is, we’re just as guilty of doing the same thing.  We struggle when we don’t see God move in our lives like He did before.  We pine away for how close we felt to Jesus in the beginning or at a certain moment when He rescued us…and we’re confused as to why we don’t see Him like that now.  We ask Him…even beg Him…to bring healing to our physical body or our mental illness or our relationships…and we despise the silent “no” that comes in the moment.

We want Jesus to stay in one place and fix all our problems.  But, deep down, we want those things for selfish reasons…mainly that we want life to be easier.

There were lots of blind, broken, demon-possessed, hungry, and hurting people in Judea during Jesus’ time there.  Only a small fraction of them received any sort of healing.  Because healing wasn’t the mission.  Being the Messiah they needed was more important than being the Healer they wanted.

When Jesus firmly told the people of Capernaum that He was leaving, against their wishes, they were left with a choice: Would they shrink back from Jesus because they didn’t get what they wanted, or would they support Him in His larger, kingdom-sized purpose?

The same question hangs in the air for us, too.

Keep Pressing,
Ken

Flashback Favorite - Blindsided

I received one of those calls this week - my wife was in a car accident due to the other driver’s negligence. She’s ok. Nothing is broken, but she’s feeling beat up, stiff, and sore. The car, however, is not ok. So as we deal with the fallout of this unexpected situation, I’m bringing back a post from nearly 11 years ago about Psalm 119. I often come back to it when life doesn’t go as planned. I hope it’s a good reminder for you, as well.

Blindsided
Originally posted on May 22, 2015

Blindsided.
Knocked down.
Run over.
Left for dead.

Life does that sometimes.  Just completely out of the blue, you get that phone call.  A relative in good health suddenly dies.  A friend’s child is in an accident.  Layoffs.  Divorce.  Cancer.  Any number of things can take us out at the knees without any warning.

And we’re quickly reminded of how fragile and small we really are.

In Psalm 119:25-32, the author use two descriptive phrases to relate how he feels after life has knocked him down.  First he says, my life is down in the dust.  Other translations render his words as my soul clings to the dust or I collapse in the dirt.  He feels so low that he can only relate to the trampled dirt on the ground.  Secondly he says, I am weary from grief.  Other translations relay the author’s meaning by stating my soul melts from heaviness and my soul weeps because of grief.  We can relate to the psalmist because we’ve all had times when our hearts are so heavy that even our souls are shedding tears.

Our typical reactions to getting knocked down by life is to ask God “Why me?” or, if we’re feeling mature, we’ll ask “God, what are You trying to teach me in this?”  However, the psalmist has neither of those responses.

As you read this section of Psalm 119, look for where the psalmist turns to when life has brought him down low:

Psalm 119:25-32
My life is down in the dust; give me life through Your word.
I told You about my life, and You listened to me; teach me Your statutes.
Help me understand the meaning of Your precepts so that I can meditate on Your wonders.
I am weary from grief; strengthen me through Your word.
Keep me from the way of deceit, and graciously give me Your instruction.
I have chosen the way of truth; I have set Your ordinances before me.
I cling to Your decrees; Lord, do not put me to shame.
I pursue the way of Your commands, for You broaden my understanding.

When life has him down in the dust to the point where he is weary from grief, the psalmist looks for life and strength though Your word.  He’s not looking for an explanation or a life-lesson, rather he is looking for God himself, as revealed in Scripture.

It is noteworthy that when he asks God to help me understand, he’s not looking for the meaning of what knocked him down to the ground…instead he’s asking God to explain the meaning of Your precepts.  Again, he’s not focused on how he got there or why he got there…he’s focusing on meeting God in the midst of it all.

When life has knocked him down, the psalmist implicitly trusts God with all aspects of the situation.  And he seeks God through the Scriptures to reinforce his faith.

So should we.

Keep Pressing,
Ken 

A personal pep-talk

Life’s been busy lately.  “Very full” would be a better description. 

I won’t list everything out for you…I fear that would not only be rather dull for you to read, but I don’t want to get anywhere near a “humble-brag”, either.  To say I have shared a lot of worthwhile time with many different people/groups, both at work and in the community, will suffice.

I’d rather we talk about how we feel when we’re dealing with a season like this.  There’s some mixture of tired-fulfilled-weary-happy-reflective-drained that I think we can all relate to.

That’s why I love spending time in the book of Psalms.  These song-writers did not hold back on sharing their life experiences with God.  You’ll find the entire range of emotions, multiple times over, as you read through them.

Here’s a portion of Psalm 42 that is really resonating with me right now:

Psalm 42:5-8
Why, my soul, are you so dejected?  Why are you in such turmoil?
Put your hope in God, for I will still praise Him, my Savior and my God.

I am deeply depressed; therefore I remember You
from the land of Jordan and the peaks of Hermon, from Mount Mizar.

Deep calls to deep in the roar of Your waterfalls;
all Your breakers and Your billows have swept over me.

The Lord will send His faithful love by day;
His song will be with me in the night – a prayer to the God of my life.

I wouldn’t say I’m at the level of feeling dejected and deeply depressed, but I recognize those feelings from other times in my life.  We all go through seasons when those are very real and very deeply felt.

The part of this psalm that resonates for me right now is the psalmist giving himself a pep-talk.  Did you notice that?  He’s talking to his own soul.  He identifies the feelings of turmoil, but doesn’t claim them as his identity.  Instead, the psalmist encourages himself to put your hope in God, insisting that despite how low he feels, I will still praise Him, my Savior and my God.

When we’re struggling, a dejected soul may want to just curl up in a ball in a dark room, but instead, the psalmist takes three bold steps away from the darkness:

1.       When he feels depressed, his first step is to remember the God who loves him.

2.       Next, he enjoys nature – being present in and listening to the sounds of God’s creation, like His waterfalls, can help clean out the junk we feel inside.

3.       Lastly, he looks for God by day and in the night, trusting that God will meet him there.

This three-step pep-talk helps clarify our perspective when a season of life has been so full.  However, let’s be clear – these steps don’t “work” because we simply do them.  We’re not capable of fixing ourselves.  These steps only “work” because by doing them, we bring ourselves back to the God who loves us more than we can understand.  Keeping close to Him is what we truly need, in all of life’s seasons.

Keep Pressing,
Ken

What's in the New Testament?

We commonly refer to the Bible as a “book” – in fact, it is the best-selling book of all-time.  However, the Bible itself is a collection of 66 individual books.  These books were written over approximately 1500 years, by 40 different authors, and in 3 different languages (Hebrew, Aramaic, and Greek).

Through the Holy Spirit, God inspired the authors to write His words and His message to humanity.  Each author brought their own experiences, concerns, and writing style…and as such, we have a variety of literature types within the Scriptures.  The major division of the Bible’s books is between the Old Testament and the New Testament.  For this blog post, we’ll look at what God has said in the New Testament:

New Testament – This is a collection of 27 books which details Jesus’ birth, ministry, death on the cross, His resurrection, and the world-wide impact of these events.  They are divided into 5 different categories:

The Gospels – These 4 accounts tell of Jesus’ life, ministry, death, and resurrection.  The only other historical contemporary to Jesus who had four biographical accounts of their life at that time was the Emperor Tiberius.  The gospels show a remarkable consistency for having been written by four different authors writing for four different audiences.  The gospels are Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John.

History – Just one book, Acts.  It begins with Jesus giving the disciples their mission to tell the world about Him, and then He ascends into the heavens.  The rest of the book tells how this mission was fulfilled through the early church.  It also reveals Paul’s incredible conversion to Christianity and his role as a missionary.

Paul’s letters – Not only did Paul take multiple missionary trips, bringing the gospel to several nations around the Mediterranean, but he also wrote letters to the churches he established and specific people he partnered with in ministry.  These books contain a mixture of Christian doctrine/teachings and practical advice on how to live like Jesus in a messed-up world.  Paul’s letters include: Romans, 1 Corinthians, 2 Corinthians, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, 1 Thessalonians, 2 Thessalonians, 1 Timothy, 2 Timothy, Titus, and Philemon.

General letters – These are smaller letters written to larger Christian audiences.  They contain additional teachings and practical applications.  These letters include: Hebrews, James, 1 Peter, 2 Peter, 1 John, 2 John, 3 John, and Jude.

Prophecy – The book of Revelation is God’s foretelling of the end of earth’s history and the beginning of Jesus reign into Eternity Future.  You’ll find lots of symbolism and references back to many Old Testament people and situations.  Whereas Genesis begins with the story of Paradise Lost, Revelation ends with Paradise Restored.

A few things to keep in mind:

The Bible isn’t a science text – but it does contain some science references.  The Bible isn’t a history book, but there’s never been an archeological find that has contradicted a historical statement in the Bible.  The Bible never claimed to be “the book of every explanation”, but it does contain everything we need to understand God’s love and design for humanity.  The Bible tells us of God’s original partnership with us, how we fouled it up, and God’s plan to rescue us from the mess we’ve made.

I hope and pray that this brief description is helpful to you…perhaps even spurred some questions or curiosity about a book of the Bible you haven’t read in a while.  I’ll end with Paul’s encouragement to his protégé, Timothy:

2 Timothy 3:16-17
All Scripture is inspired by God and is profitable for teaching, for rebuking, for correcting, for training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be complete, equipped for every good work.

Keep Pressing,
Ken

What’s in the Old Testament?

We commonly refer to the Bible as a “book” – in fact, it is the best-selling book of all-time.  However, the Bible itself is a collection of 66 individual books.  These books were written over approximately 1500 years, by 40 different authors, and in 3 different languages (Hebrew, Aramaic, and Greek).

Through the Holy Spirit, God inspired the authors to write His words and His message to humanity.  Each author brought their own experiences, concerns, and writing style…and as such, we have a variety of literature types within the Scriptures.  The major division of the Bible’s books is between the Old Testament and the New Testament.  For this blog post, we’ll look at what God has said in the Old Testament:

Old Testament – This is a collection of 39 books of ancient Hebrew literature, which begins with the story of Creation and the fall of humanity into sin, which separates all of us from God.  These texts continue through the establishment and history of the nation of Israel, which are broken down into 4 major categories:

Torah/Pentateuch – These are the 5 books of Moses.  Torah is Hebrew for “teaching” and Pentateuch simply means “five books”.  These books detail out how God created everything, but quickly focus in on the establishment of the nation of Israel.  The books include: Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy.

History – These 12 books travel through Israel’s many ups and downs as they struggle between keeping in step with God and doing everything on their own.  Many of the familiar Old Testament stories are found in these books: Joshua, Judges, Ruth, 1 Samuel, 2 Samuel, 1 Kings, 2 Kings, 1 Chronicles, 2 Chronicles, Ezra, Nehemiah, and Esther.

Poetry/Wisdom – This is a collection of some of the most interesting and beautiful poetry you’ve ever read.  Many common sayings we still use today trace their origins back to this section of the Bible.  These books include: Job, Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Song of Solomon.

Prophecy – God sent many prophets to Israel throughout the centuries.  Their writings are divided into what is call the “Major Prophets” and the “Minor Prophets”.  However, that distinction has nothing to do with the importance of their individual message, rather the prophets’ writings are divided up by size, with the Major Prophets having significantly bigger texts than the Minor Prophets:

Major Prophets: Isaiah, Jeremiah, Lamentations, and Ezekiel
Minor Prophets: Daniel, Hosea, Joel, Amos, Obadiah, Jonah, Micah, Nahum, Habakkuk, Zephaniah, Haggai, Zechariah, and Malachi

After Malachi’s teaching, God did not send a prophet to speak to Israel for approximately 400 years.  Then everything changed with the arrival of Jesus. 

Some modern-day Christians have wondered if it’s worth our time to read and study the Old Testament.  After all, since Jesus came and saved us, wouldn’t His teachings be enough for us to focus on?

The Apostle Paul had to say this to the church he planted in Corinth, in reference to the events of the Old Testament:

1 Corinthians 10:11
These things happened to them as examples, and they were written for our instruction

There are three ways to learn – by instruction, by example, or the hard way.  God has given us instruction and examples in the Old Testament so we don’t have to learn the hard way.  As such, it’s definitely worth our time to see what God has to say in those books.

Keep Pressing,
Ken

Lessons from a criminal

Tomorrow is known as “Good Friday”.  It seems strange to call the remembrance of an innocent man’s murder anything close to “good”… but that’s what we often see when God steps into our lives – what we assume doesn’t always match up with reality.

Jesus was wrongfully arrested, tried in a kangaroo court, and then used as a political pawn before being sentenced to death on a cross…all despite being innocent.  That certainly doesn’t seem “good”, either.  Crucifixion was one of the most barbaric ways to die, as the victim bleeds out, slowly suffocating as their strength fails while the hours, and even days, drag on.  The Romans perfected the process to exact as much pain and suffering as possible.  Over a 500-year span, it is estimated that Rome crucified somewhere between hundreds of thousands to as many as two million people.  That doesn’t sound “good” at all.

Yet, we still call the day Jesus was crucified “Good Friday”.  However, Jesus wasn’t the only person nailed to a cross that day.  Let’s take a look at Luke’s account:

Luke 23:32-42
Two others – criminals – were also led away to be executed with Him.  When they arrived at the place called The Skull, they crucified Him there, along with the criminals, one on the right and one on the left.  Then Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, because they do not know what they are doing.”  And they divided His clothes and cast lots.

The people stood watching, even the leaders were scoffing: “He saved others; let Him save Himself if this is God’s Messiah, the Chosen One!”  The soldiers also mocked Him.  They came offering Him sour wine and said, “If you are the king of the Jews, save yourself!”

An inscription was above Him: This is the King of the Jews.

Then one of the criminals hanging there began to yell insults at Him: “Aren’t you the Messiah?  Save Yourself and us!”

But the other answered, rebuking him: “Don’t you even fear God, since you are undergoing the same punishment?  We are punished justly, because we’re getting back what we deserve for the things we did, but this man has done nothing wrong.”  Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.”

The Jewish nation looked forward to the day when the Messiah would arrive, rescue the nation from their oppressors, and set up the kingdom which God had promised for centuries.  This future resurrection/redemption is likely what the criminal was referring to.  Because of this, the criminal who had just put his faith in Jesus, believing that He was the promised Messiah, was probably surprised by what Jesus said to him next:

Luke 23:43
And He said to him, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with Me in paradise.”

When would this criminal see Jesus again?  When would he receive eternal life from Jesus?  Today.

Jesus’ gift of eternal life, for all who believe in Him, isn’t an IOU that will be fulfilled at some point in the future.  No, when we believe in Jesus, He gives us eternal life today.  Right now.  Not something to earn, not something to prove.  It’s His gift to you, and we can receive it because of His death on the cross.

He paid the penalty for our selfish, sinful lives – and because of that we are able to live the life we were initially created to live out.

John 10:10
A thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy.  I have come so that they may have life and have it in abundance.

The Greek word for may have is a present tense verb.  Jesus meant that we can have an abundant life right now, just like the criminal received.  All we have to do is believe that Jesus is who He says He is – the Messiah, the Savior sent by God – just like the criminal did.

And if Jesus considers a criminal who has been condemned to die as someone worth saving, then His offer is good for any of us, too.  That is good news for us.  That’s why it’s called “Good Friday”.

Keep Pressing,
Ken

Dealing with agitation

There are so many triggers that lead to me being agitated.

I hate to admit that.  I’d like to be better at managing it.  What I have gotten better at is keeping the surface-level calm, but the agitation still stirs in my heart.  I’m not certain that’s real progress, though.

Sometimes, my agitation is my own fault.  If I’m running late, I always seem to find the lane with the slowest driver…which, of course, means I’ll hit all the red lights along my path, too.  Or I could get pulled into what I thought would be a short conversation that quickly turns into a deeper discussion than I wanted to budget my time for.  A particularly agitating situation for me is when I’m depending on someone – especially if I’ve paid this person to do a job – and they aren’t meeting the standard we had agreed to. 

Do any of these situations sound familiar?

The American Hertitage Dictionary has this description as a part of its definition of agitation:

A stirring up or arousing; disturbance of tranquility; disturbance of mind which shows itself by physical excitement

That sounds about right.  I may begin with feeling frustration, but if I progress to agitation, there’s probably some physical tell to go along with the shift in my mood.  I’ve suddenly lost my poker face.  The chances of me lashing out before thinking it through have definitely gone up.

One sure-fire way to get me agitated is external to me.  I despise people taking advantage of others or taking advantage of “the system”.  We all need to make a living, but we don’t have to price-gouge.  I am 100% in support of entrepreneurs (there are several in my family), but I’m shocked and agitated when people create fake businesses, like daycares or hospice centers, only to get paid out by government programs.  Worse yet, it appears that some people just take advantage of others simply “because they can”…and that agitates me to no end. 

And to fix situations like these, we may even convince ourselves that we gotta meet them on their level.  We justify defrauding them just like they defrauded others.  We daydream of pulling it off and yelling, “See?  Do you like how that feels?”

David recognized the same feelings of agitation we have, but his advice runs counter to our knee-jerk reaction:

Psalm 37:1-9
Do not be agitated by evildoers; do not envy those who do wrong.
For they wither quickly like grass and wilt like tender green plants.

Trust in the Lord and do what is good; dwell in the land and live securely.
Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you your heart’s desires.

Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him, and He will act,
making your righteousness shine like the dawn, your justice like the noonday.

Be silent before the Lord and wait expectantly for Him;
do not be agitated by one who prospers in his way,
by the person who carries out evil plans.

Refrain from anger and give up your rage;
do not be agitated – it can only bring harm.
For evildoers will be destroyed,
but those who put their hope in the Lord will inherit the land.

My first thought when reading through is “That sounds nice David, but not very practical.  Me ‘doing good’ doesn’t stop them from ‘doing bad’ to others.  I still see them running around taking advantage of people.”

However, this line of thinking misses what God says to do first when we’re agitated by evildoers.  “Do what is good” comes second.  “Trust in the Lord” comes first.  Too often, I expect that I can wield “my good” to bully or shame the other person into doing what I think they should.  In those cases, I haven’t included God in the equation.  I’m expecting my own righteousness to prevail.

Instead, God is telling us that we aren’t the cure for evil – He is.  When we trust Him, He will act.  But His acts will come on His timing, not ours. 

Does this mean we are to be a doormat and simply let bad people be bad?  No, I don’t think so.  Part of doing what is good is advocating for and protecting others.  But we do so with a humble attitude that God’s correction is better than us lashing out of our agitation.

Keep Pressing,
Ken

The last thing Jesus wanted

If you knew that you were about to step into the most pressure-filled moment of your life and there was no way to avoid what was coming, what would you do?  Whom would you want to be around leading up to that moment?

After Jesus had The Last Supper with His disciples, He took them to a familiar place.  However, Jesus knew that night wasn’t going to be like other trips they had taken there.  The cross was happening the next day.  Suffering and sacrifice were fast approaching.  He knew this was His mission, why He came to earth…but there’s a reason why the root word for “excruciating” comes from the word for “cross” or “crucifixion”.  These next hours were going to be excruciatingly painful – physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.

You can understand why Jesus needed to pray and why He wanted His closest friends with Him at this moment.

Luke 22:39-46
He went out and made His way as usual to the Mount of Olives, and the disciples followed Him.  When He reached the place, He told them, “Pray that you may not fall into temptation.”

Then He withdrew from them about a stone’s throw, knelt down, and began to pray, “Father, if You are willing, take this cup away from Me – nevertheless, not My will, but Yours, be done.”

Then an angel from heaven appeared to Him, strengthening Him.  Being in anguish, He prayed more fervently, and His sweat became like drops of blood falling to the ground.

When He got up from prayer and came to the disciples, He found them sleeping, exhausted from their grief.  “Why are you sleeping?” He asked them.  “Get up and pray, so that you won’t fall into temptation.”

Matthew and Mark’s record of this moment reveals that Jesus went to them three times, encouraging them to pray…but three times He found them dozing off.

The last thing Jesus wanted before He was arrested and crucified was for His disciples to pray – but not for Him and what He was about to go through.  I would have expected that request.  That’s the kind of request I would have if I knew I was about to step into the most pressure-filled moment of my life.

Instead, the last thing Jesus wanted was the disciples to be praying for themselves and the upcoming choices that they couldn’t see yet.  He knew they would need to depend on the Father in new ways very soon.  Satan was coming for them, and the disciples needed to be prepared for the temptations they would face. 

Despite His agony and internal turmoil, Jesus was still teaching His disciples up until the very moment He was arrested and taken away.

Years later, perhaps even thinking back to that night in the garden, Peter gave similar advice to those he discipled:

1 Peter 5:8
Be sober-minded, be alert.  Your adversary the devil is prowling around like a roaring lion, looking for anyone he can devour.

Satan wanted to devour the disciples the night Jesus was arrested.  His plans have not changed.  If he has his way, he’ll devour you, too.

What should we do?  How can we best combat our prowling adversary?

Be sober-minded, be alert…pray that you won’t fall into temptation.

Don’t fall asleep on this one.

Keep Pressing,
Ken